I had myself a little talk with FL this morning. I'll give you the Cliff Notes.

FL apologized for the marriage statement saying after it left his mouth, he knew I'd take it the wrong way--even though he was joking. WTF-ever.
He feels like I live my life with me, my wants, and my timeline at the center. I come with plans laid out without consulting him or even attemtping anything close to a compromise. And he usually doesn't mind but I can't get everything my way all the time--with him or in the rest of the world.
He's done so much for me and been so available he doesn't quite get why one time he's not where he's supposed to be is such a big deal. Then there was another apology and something about him not being perfect.
According to him, I'm spoiled and have always been this way. I disagree. This usually doesn't bother him because I make an effort not to be but only when I feel like it.
I over think things. The other night was not about control. It was his mistake for not keeping better track of the time.
I could barely get a word in edge wise. It was like he'd read this blog and had been already prepared for this convo. So which of you has been acting as a double agent? Feeding FL information about me??